Why can't I?

Okay, lets examine my refusal to put my time where I am supposed to.  I spend hours watching tv, facebook-ing or youtube-ing, but can't push myself for 10 minutes at a stretch to read or write. Talk about being unambitious and stubborn. I go face the mirror to assure my self I haven't gone completely mad to not realize where I stand in my life. I am 23, have no real degree, no job or any other sort of engagement. I have less than pocketful of friends who btw all have jobs and I still cannot lift my lazy ass up to put my time to prepare for my GRE  or any other entrance test.  If anybody ever reads this, always and I mean ALWAYS know you should learn to give over your control to your brain over you heart very early in life. If you fail to do that you will always be writing pointless blogs no one reads to try and push you to do the right thing.

I wish I had a imaginary friend like a god or something. I could talk to nothing and ease/shove this boulder worth of burden over me.

Wish me lunch (Oh, I meant luck!)